HORSHEAD

MAn

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 06:53:08 GMT

Live journal fucking sucks ass
nuff said

HUMANITY = WAR

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 06:42:24 GMT

HUMANITY = WAR

shit

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 06:33:45 GMT

What year was it? 1999

What were your three favourite bands? Cindy Lauper, Queen, And Backstreet boys.

What was your favourite outfit? Pink Hot shorts with a t-shirt tyed in a knot mid-chest (drooling yet?)

What was up with your hair? I shaved a checker board in my head and genitals.

Who were your best friends? friends?

What did you do after school? Mainlined 160 proof alcohol and huffed bacgs of solvent and glue.

Where did you work? the streets.

Did you take the bus? only when I wanted to find a date.

Who did you have a crush on? my mom.

Did you fight with your parents? only when they got out of the restraints.

Who did you have a CELEBRITY crush on? Pete Rose and Darryl Strawberry.

Did you smoke cigarettes? The real question is whether or not i breath oxygen and that is clearly NO.

Did you lug all of your books around in your backpack all day because you were too nervous to find your locker? Books?

Did you have a 'clique'? i guess if one person can be a clique then yea, I was I guess "the creepy loner"

Did you have "The Max" like Zach Kelly and Slater? yes.

Admit it, were you popular? So popular that nobody would throw rotten food at anyone else.

Who did you want to be just like? Superwoman

What did you want to be when you grew up? A real Man.

Where did you think you'd be at the age you are now? in a motel missing my fingernails and clumps of my hair.
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LIVE JOURNAL - Mongtanyard Keeper is back in black leather rope shoes.

Sun, 23 May 2004 09:58:10 GMT

So , since my last LIVE JOURNAL update, that I must say - had an imperessive amount of replys!,. especially since i am such a fucking loser piece of living shit. Anyways , Im-a just chill and do the LIVE JOURNAL thing for a while and see how it grips me.

Just kicken it, got back from a the local "Buck is Dead" friendship 70's Kareoke Disco Get Drunk at the Bar jig, and low and behold - I had a nice time. Yea, nothing made me ill all night, It was cool.

I met Matt Elkins at "The Sportsman Bar" downtown Main while I was wandering around like a loon on mainstreet. He bought me a drink like the good friend that he is and told me about how he was going to go across the globe to Ireland on Wednesday. Wow, sounds like fun - people think drinking is cool there, everyone does it and its generally known that Irish people are mostly drunk. So that sounds like a good time to me! Get the women to hide the knives and various stabbing utinsiles and bring the mayhem.

-On another note, I went to the store last night to get some booz and my cat was in the car when I got to there. He was like "WHat the fuck? where did my world go? Make it stop."

After "The Sportsman Bar" i saw summer and trailed it along to dead buck people. I met a fello Ween fan who enjoyed them almost as much as I do and he models figures for games and toys and shit like that. You know, like Tod Mcfaglain toys and Matrix Revolution super posible action figures. He said he may be able to hook me up with some work in my field of knowlage. Like a good position digging ditches and filling them back up 8 hours a day for no reason other than to feel of unrelentless failure of your shortcomings to fufill a destiny that will never be true.

Sleep now.

-sean

SInce Victor is such a pussy

Thu, 12 Feb 2004 04:46:38 GMT

I have to make a post about how fucking stupid Victard is. God damn, take off all your imature makup bitch, you aint freaking anybody out, you look like someone I will stomp on once the world goes to shit. Man you think your all evil and goth - your just a insecure faggot who lives off life journal. I cant wait to piss on you when the shit hits the fan. Oh, and only morons listen to that overrated piece of shit HOward stern. Fuck you and get the fuck out of the city I hate. Ill fucking burry you. OH YEA I KNOW WHERE YOUR SORRY ASS LIVES

SInce Victor is such a pussy

Thu, 12 Feb 2004 04:45:18 GMT

fROM zACH

Tue, 27 Jan 2004 11:26:43 GMT

The Taliban

For his acts of terror The Great Pumpkin has granted bin Laden a pudding beard.
Philosophy: The Taliban is the ruling government in Afghanistan and is an extremist faction of the Islamic faith. While they claim to follow the path of Islam, many Muslims can't help but doubt their theories which include the following "alternate director's cut version" of Islam:

Allah is the one and only god
Allah is three-hundred feet tall with a giant beard made out of live kittens.
Allah subsists on the blood of infidels.
Allah wears hot pants.
The only thing faster than Allah is Sonic the Hedgehog.
If you get fat enough you will eventually roll back around to being skinny.
Wrestling team rules!
Allah supports terrorism. Prank calling is not terrorism.
An eye for a diamond studded gold necklace, two speedboats, two guard dogs and a helicopter.
Women are actually ghosts and have to dress like ghosts and talk in spooky voices.
If you sin against Allah he will turn your beard into salt.
If you do good in the eyes of Allah he will turn your beard into delicious pudding.
Ranking above Allah is a secret super-Allah called "The Great Pumpkin".

Man....

Tue, 27 Jan 2004 09:53:08 GMT

So what the fuck, JR Bush wants to go to Mars - Fuck bush, he should try swimming across the channel island jetti first. I will rupture his esophogus with my bulging cock before he sends someone safely to the Mars. Fucking Moron.

Webness

Sat, 27 Dec 2003 09:11:05 GMT

I have a new Portfolio site - look here: www.secseanz.com
=)

Lookie

Tue, 23 Dec 2003 03:43:40 GMT

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Live Journal

Sat, 20 Dec 2003 13:18:12 GMT

Yeaaaaa thats what Im talking bout. Live- Journal. Yeaaaaaaaa.... Say it with me, feeel it roll of your toung. Yeaaaaaaa.....
Lookin 4 a pARtneR in CRIME - Ask and you May Get.

WARNING! DONT BELIVE THE LIES !

Mon, 01 Dec 2003 23:05:46 GMT

When using your eyeballs, make sure you do not OVERUSE for extended periods of time. Like most organic material they need time to regenerate. Prolonged use may result in dry cracking (also known as bloodshot) and/or blurred vision and possibly death. Computers also have a great effect on organic eyeball material. Eyes were never meant to look at gamma tubes let alone gamma rays. WHen the first eye was made it was used mainly for tracking the stealth movements of the woolly mammoth to eventually generate substaince for the eyeballs closest friend, the stomach. Be extreemly carefull when opening the eyelids to make sure that they are not facing the barrel of a nail gun or anywhere near the surface of the sun. When "looking" around, be aware that your eyeballs are not made of lead or radiation depleted uranium so they will most likely be sensitive to some elements such as lead or radiation depleted uranium. Avoid itching them with a soldering iron, blowtorch (flamethroweres included), poison oak, salty lemons, rakes, porcupines, blowfish, and the cutting edge of a chainsaw. - (life lesson: Most anyone will end confrontation when faced with a running chainsaw)

Here are a few facts to straighten out any confusion:

1. Eyes are round, therefore can be replaced with the gumballs you get from those little machines in front of Vons.
2. Eyes can be poked, yet one can avoid this by placing ones hand flat parallel to the nose. (yes this is proven)
3. Eyes can be deceiving, you may think you are being watched yet gumballs can not see.
4. Whenever you see abnormal eyes that seem like the mighty lord satan is looking directly through them, he probably is.
5. Eyes are very difficult to get working once stepped on or incinerated.

I hope this was informative - As always - I am here to help.

FAMILY JIHAD

Sun, 30 Nov 2003 10:58:57 GMT

Daughter raped by brothers, murdered by mother
'Thousands of women have been killed in the name of honor'

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Posted: November 18, 2003
1:00 a.m. Eastern

© 2003 WorldNetDaily.com

A Palestinian girl who was raped and impregnated by her two brothers was later murdered by her own mother – even though her daughter was the crime's innocent victim – in another of the disturbingly common, if vastly underreported, instances of "honor killings."

The mother will be sentenced in two weeks, but a harsh penalty is not expected.

According to a Knight Ridder report, court records show that Rofayda Qaoud was raped by her brothers, Fahdi, 22, and Ali, 20, in a bedroom they shared in the family's three-room house in the town of Abu Qash in the West Bank. When her mother found she had become pregnant, she insisted her daughter commit suicide, and even bought the unwed teen a razor so she could slash her own wrists. When the daughter refused, Amira Abu Hanhan Qaoud took matters into her own hands and murdered Rofayda to restore her family's "honor."

Entering her sleeping daughter's bedroom last Jan. 27 with a plastic bag, razor and wooden stick, reports Knight Ridder, the mother told her daughter: "Tonight you die, Rofayda." Wrapping the bag around the teen's head, Qaoud cut her daughter's wrists, while ignoring her cries of "No, mother, no!" Qaoud then struck her daughter in the head with the stick to finish off the job, said the report.

Every year, dozens and probably hundreds of brutal "honor killings" of Palestinian women and girls – most of whom are virtually blameless – go unreported, according to an anthropologist's recent study.

In a story for World and I magazine, James Emery says women in the communities of the West Bank, Gaza Strip, Israel and Jordan are killed by male kinsmen in an attempt to protect the reputations of their families.

Emery says the women "are murdered in their homes, in open fields and occasionally in public, sometimes before crowds of cheering onlookers."

Most occur among Muslims in poor, rural tribal areas or among uneducated urban dwellers, he says, although the practice is not explicitly condoned by the Islamic holy book, the Quran.

In the feudal, patriarchal societies of the Middle East, writes Emery, "honor is based on what men feel is important, and reputation is everything."

"Unfortunately," he says, "thousands of women have been killed in the name of honor because imagination and rumors are as important as actions and events."

When a girl's chastity is in question, he says, her family feels the shame, even if she is raped or the rumors prove unsubstantiated.

"A woman shamed is like rotting flesh," a Palestinian merchant told Emery. "If it is not cut away, it will consume the body. What I mean is the whole family will be tainted if she is not killed."

Emery says the reasons for honor killings include allegations of premarital or extramarital sex, for refusing an arranged marriage or attempting to obtain a divorce, or simply for talking with a man. The murders normally are carried out by fathers, husbands, brothers, uncles, cousins or sons.

Among Palestinians, all sexual encounters, including rape and incest, are blamed on the woman.

"The issue of consent is irrelevant when it comes to honor killings," says Marsha Freeman, director of the International Women's Rights Action Watch. "It has to do with the woman being defiled. It completely objectifies the woman as being about her sexuality and purity. It makes her not human."

Under the Palestinian Authority in the West Bank and Gaza Strip, at least 25 "official" honor killings occur each year, says Emery, but the actual number of deaths is much higher.

Because honor killings are accorded special status, murderers serve little or no jail time, the anthropologist notes. Some men convicted of premeditated murder serve as little as three months and are treated as celebrities by family and friends upon release.

Emery has done extensive research in Palestinian communities and has lived and traveled overseas for a number of years. He is an expert witness on Asian and Arab culture in civil and criminal cases and a lecturer on Middle Eastern terrorism.

He says the murder of females in the Middle East is an ancient tradition that began prior to the arrival of Islam in A.D. 622. Arabs sometimes buried infant daughters to avoid the possibility they would later bring shame to the family, Emery notes.

In the case of Rofayda Qaoud, the mother will appear before a three-judge panel on Dec. 3. She says her husband, Abdul Rahim, urged her not to do it, and said the Quran forbids "honor" killings. The Knight Ridder account says Rofayda gave birth to a healthy boy last Dec. 23, who has been adopted by another Palestinian family.

Honor killings committed in the heat of passion generally carry a light term – six months to one year in jail. Qaoud's premeditated act is likely be earn her a stiffer sentence – perhaps three to five years, said the report. Yet the fact that she was attempting to save her family's honor means she's not guilty of premeditated murder, which can get the death penalty. The two brothers are serving minimum 10-year jail sentences for raping their sister.

WTF???

SecseanZ's note: NUKE THEM ALL- THEY ARE BACKWARDS WORHLESS PEOPLE

yawn

Fri, 07 Nov 2003 03:13:52 GMT

So here I am, once again. Sitting in my chair that has been slowly molding to the shape of my ass. Tonight when I go to sleep, will you be a friend and smash my head in with a sharp rock? Try to get it done in one shot or Ill be in serious pain. Just tell everyone that I fell on it.
Thanks

JHON CARMACK! what will people surprise me with next?

Mon, 27 Oct 2003 10:08:24 GMT

Trial begins today in kids' decapitations

By Mariano Castillo
Rio Grande Valley Bureau

Web Posted : 10/20/2003 12:00 AM

BROWNSVILLE — Only an image of the Virgin Mary remains nailed to the door.
The votive candles and teddy bears that lined the entrance to Apartment 11 at the Hotel Imperial are gone. So are the neighbors.

The horrendous slayings that took place behind the shabby green door have changed the collective psyche of this neighborhood, many still in disbelief at the incident that haunts the dilapidated building.

Opening statements begin today in the capital murder trial of John Allen Rubio, 23, who is charged, along with his common-law wife, of suffocating, stabbing and decapitating three children. He recounted the nightmarish scene in a written and video confession that jurors will hear in the coming weeks.

Rubio, the biological father of two of the children, is being tried separately from Angela Camacho, who is awaiting a determination of her competence to stand trial.

Esther Hernandez, 62, lived in the apartment above Rubio and Camacho for some time and recalled hearing a dysfunctional soundtrack that emanated from downstairs.

"I heard it when they fought, and when the babies cried," she said. "But we didn't get involved."

Hernandez never imagined what was coming.

After the March 11 slayings, those who could left the apartment building. Those who remain cannot escape reminders of that night.

"I'd prefer not to remember, but it's impossible," Hernandez said. "Thinking about that is very painful."

Added another neighbor, "It feels heavy here."

A quiet couple

In December 2002, Child Protective Services closed a file on Rubio and Camacho after six months. The agency intervened in May of that year in response to allegations that the then-homeless parents were medically neglecting their children, the Associated Press reported.

The couple attended parenting classes and got the required shots for their kids. Rubio found a job and they moved into the one bedroom apartment at Hotel Imperial.

It was progress. The case was closed.

But those who spent time with the family during its homeless period say the agency must not have heard allegations of drug abuse and prostitution.

Defense attorneys succeeded in gaining separate trials, in part because police officers testified Rubio told them he worked as a male prostitute to support his impoverished family.

Neighbors remembered seeing, in the months before the slayings, numerous people come and go at all hours from Rubio and Camacho's apartment.

Rubio "always looked normal," said Juan Lopez, 56, who frequently ate dinner with the family at a local soup kitchen.

Most days Rubio, Camacho and the kids would arrive at the Good Neighbor Settlement House and bathe before eating.

"He always cared for the kids more than (Camacho) did. She would just sit down, and he brought her and the children everything," Lopez said. "He treated those kids with love, with care."

Some neighbors said they saw Rubio as a friendly but quiet man with an even quieter wife.

One mid-February afternoon, John Allen Rubio stopped with Camacho and their three children, Julissa Quezada, John Stephan and Mary Jane, at a garage sale.

Minerva Perales recognized the young man perusing a clothing rack at her Tyler Street home, down the block from the apartments. Rubio walked by often, usually on his way to the soup kitchen. On occasion, her mother gave the kids candy.

That day, Rubio picked out a blue blouse from the rack, measured it against 3-year-old Julissa's body and purchased it for $1.

Less than a month later, Julissa's body was discovered in a garbage bag, her head severed, along with the headless corpse of 2-month-old Mary Jane.

Police would find 1-year-old John Stephan's decapitated body lying on the bed.

"For almost two weeks we didn't sleep," Perales said. "Those children, how much did they suffer?"

Night of demons

"I cut my daughter's head off. She was talking to me like she was possessed," Rubio said in the squad car on the way to the police station, an officer testified Sept. 2.

State District Judge Robert Garza, who is presiding over the case, recently released transcripts of previously closed hearings that shed some light on the gruesome details of the murders.

The details emerge from testimony from police officers, detectives and Rubio himself during motions from the defense for the judge to throw out the written and video confessions. Both motions were denied.

An excerpt of Rubio's confession, which was discussed at a Sept. 3 hearing, portrays the disorienting madness of the night of March 11.

"I was trying to put spring water on (Julissa)," the confession states. "She started to shake. Julissa started to yell at me, 'You're killing me, you're killing me.' ... My wife told me, 'I'd rather her die than be evil.' My wife then gave me the knife."

In his video confession, Rubio demonstrates on a doll how he stabbed, suffocated and sawed off the little girl's head.

Officer Samuel Lucio testified that a pathologist concluded Julissa was stabbed more than 20 times, and "she would gasp and come back to life again" before expiring.

In court, Rubio testified he was hyperventilating on the night of March 11 when his brother dropped by with a friend.

"When we first got there, it was different because every time I see my brother, he gives me a hug and a kiss, and this time he didn't give me a kiss," Jose Luis Lopez testified on Sept. 2.

Lopez then discovered his nephew's body in the bedroom. They left and flagged down a police officer.

On trial

And the rest, residents here say, is history — history of the most grotesque kind, the kind that produces nightmares that you can't shake off.

"Let justice be done," Minerva Perales said. If Rubio and Camacho are found guilty, "may they experience the same pain as those children."

Prosecutors are seeking the death penalty.

Judge Garza has said he expects the trial to last at least two weeks.

Those involved in the case are under a gag order issued by District Judge Benjamin Euresti.

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mcastillo@express-news.net

10/20/2003

LIve Journal Sucks.

Sat, 04 Oct 2003 12:30:34 GMT

Live journal sucks because:
#1 In real life, Victor is not that cool.
#2 Either is Clayton.
#3 There is no content.
#4 Someone reading Darryls live journal might think that he has musical talent.
#5 In real life, Chelsea's tits look bigger than in her Avatar.
#6 Live journal has no porn.
#7 Live journal has no style.
#8 You cant get live journal drunk and eventually blow you.
#9 I cant realistically punch someone through Live Journal.
#10 Live journal has a baby-blue and white col0r scheme.
#11 When I met people off of Live Journal in person, they talked about live journal.
#12 I can take a bullet and still try and kill you, while Live Journal can not.
#13 I hate you.

Ignore this..

Tue, 23 Sep 2003 08:03:09 GMT

The Universe as a Hologram
Posted by: hellboymart Topic: Science
Monday, September 22 @ 12:08:21 AM CDT

Does Objective Reality Exist, or is the Universe a Phantasm?

In 1982 a remarkable event took place. At the University of Paris a research team led by physicist Alain Aspect performed what may turn out to be one of the most important experiments of the 20th century. You did not hear about it on the evening news. In fact, unless you are in the habit of reading scientific journals you probably have never even heard Aspect's name, though there are some who believe his discovery may change the face of science.
Aspect and his team discovered that under certain circumstances subatomic particles such as electrons are able to instantaneously communicate with each other regardless of the distance separating them. It doesn't matter whether they are 10 feet or 10 billion miles apart. Somehow each particle always seems to know what the other is doing. The problem with this feat is that it violates Einstein's long-held tenet that no communication can travel faster than the speed of light. Since traveling faster than the speed of light is tantamount to breaking the time barrier, this daunting prospect has caused some physicists to try to come up with elaborate ways to explain away Aspect's findings. But it has inspired others to offer even more radical explanations.

University of London physicist David Bohm, for example, believes Aspect's findings imply that objective realitydoes not exist, that despite its apparent solidity the universe is at heart a phantasm, a gigantic and splendidly detailed hologram.

To understand why Bohm makes this startling assertion, one must first understand a little about holograms. A hologram is a three- dimensional photograph made with the aid of a laser. To make a hologram, the object to be photographed is first bathed in the light of a laser beam. Then a second laser beam is bounced off the reflected light of the first and the resulting interference pattern (the area where the two laser beams commingle) is captured on film. When the film is developed, it looks like a meaningless swirl of light and dark lines. But as soon as the developed film is illuminated by another laser beam, a three-dimensional image of the original object appears.

The three-dimensionality of such images is not the only remarkable characteristic of holograms. If a hologram of a rose is cut in half and then illuminated by a laser, each half will still be found to contain the entire image of the rose. Indeed, even if the halves are divided again, each snippet of film will always be found to contain a smaller but intact version of the original image. Unlike normal photographs, every part of a hologram contains all the information possessed by the whole.

The "whole in every part" nature of a hologram provides us with an entirely new way of understanding organization and order. For most of its history, Western science has labored under the bias that the best way to understand a physical phenomenon, whether a frog or an atom, is to dissect it and study its respective parts. A hologram teaches us that some things in the universe may not lend themselves to this approach. If we try to take apart something constructed holographically, we will not get the pieces of which it is made, we will only get smaller wholes.

This insight suggested to Bohm another way of understanding Aspect's discovery. Bohm believes the reason subatomic particles are able to remain in contact with one another regardless of the distance separating them is not because they are sending some sort of mysterious signal back and forth, but because their separateness is an illusion. He argues that at some deeper level of reality such particles are not individual entities, but are actually extensions of the same fundamental something.

To enable people to better visualize what he means, Bohm offers the following illustration. Imagine an aquarium containing a fish. Imagine also that you are unable to see the aquarium directly and your knowledge about it and what it contains comes from two television cameras, one directed at the aquarium's front and the other directed at its side. As you stare at the two television monitors, you might assume that the fish on each of the screens are separate entities. After all, because the cameras are set at different angles, each of the images will be slightly different. But as you continue to watch the two fish, you will eventually become aware that there is a certain relationship between them. When one turns, the other also makes a slightly different but corresponding turn; when one faces the front, the other always faces toward the side. If you remain unaware of the full scope of the situation, you might even conclude that the fish must be instantaneously communicating with one another, but this is clearly not the case.

This, says Bohm, is precisely what is going on between the subatomic particles in Aspect's experiment. According to Bohm, the apparent faster-than-light connection between subatomic particles is really telling us that there is a deeper level of reality we are not privy to, a more complex dimension beyond our own that is analogous to the aquarium. And, he adds, we view objects such as subatomic particles as separate from one another because we are seeing only a portion of their reality. Such particles are not separate "parts," but facets of a deeper and more underlying unity that is ultimately as holographic and indivisible as the previously mentioned rose. And since everything in physical reality is comprised of these "eidolons," the universe is itself a projection, a hologram.

In addition to its phantomlike nature, such a universe would possess other rather startling features. If the apparent separateness of subatomic particles is illusory, it means that at a deeper level of reality all things in the universe are infinitely interconnected.The electrons in a carbon atom in the human brain are connected to the subatomic particles that comprise every salmon that swims, every heart that beats, and every star that shimmers in the sky. Everything interpenetrates everything, and although human nature may seek to categorize and pigeonhole and subdivide, the various phenomena of the universe, all apportionments are of necessity artificial and all of nature is ultimately a seamless web.

In a holographic universe, even time and space could no longer be viewed as fundamentals. Because concepts such as location break down in a universe in which nothing is truly separate from anything else, time and three- dimensional space, like the images of the fish on the TV monitors, would also have to be viewed as projections of this deeper order. At its deeper level reality is a sort of superhologram in which the past, present, and future all exist simultaneously. This suggests that given the proper tools it might even be possible to someday reach into the superholographic level of reality and pluck out scenes from the long-forgotten past.

What else the superhologram contains is an open-ended question. Allowing, for the sake of argument, that the superhologram is the matrix that has given birth to everything in our universe, at the very least it contains every subatomic particle that has been or will be -- every configuration of matter and energy that is possible, from snowflakes to quasars, from blue whales to gamma rays. It must be seen as a sort of cosmic storehouse of "All That Is." Although Bohm concedes that we have no way of knowing what else might lie hidden in the superhologram, he does venture to say that we have no reason to assume it does not contain more. Or as he puts it, perhaps the superholographic level of reality is a "mere stage" beyond which lies "an infinity of further development".

Bohm is not the only researcher who has found evidence that the universe is a hologram. Working independently in the field of brain research, Standford neurophysiologist Karl Pribram has also become persuaded of the holographic nature of reality. Pribram was drawn to the holographic model by the puzzle of how and where memories are stored in the brain. For decades numerous studies have shown that rather than being confined to a specific location, memories are dispersed throughout the brain.

In a series of landmark experiments in the 1920s, brain scientist Karl Lashley found that no matter what portion of a rat's brain he removed he was unable to eradicate its memory of how to perform complex tasks it had learned prior to surgery. The only problem was that no one was able to come up with a mechanism that might explain this curious "whole in every part" nature of memory storage.

Then in the 1960s Pribram encountered the concept of holography and realized he had found the explanation brain scientists had been looking for. Pribram believes memories are encoded not in neurons, or small groupings of neurons, but in patterns of nerve impulses that crisscross the entire brain in the same way that patterns of laser light interference crisscross the entire area of a piece of film containing a holographic image. In other words, Pribram believes the brain is itself a hologram.

Pribram's theory also explains how the human brain can store so many memories in so little space. It has been estimated that the human brain has the capacity to memorize something on the order of 10 billion bits of information during the average human lifetime (or roughly the same amount of information contained in five sets of the Encyclopaedia Britannica).

Similarly, it has been discovered that in addition to their other capabilities, holograms possess an astounding capacity for information storage--simply by changing the angle at which the two lasers strike a piece of photographic film, it is possible to record many different images on the same surface. It has been demonstrated that one cubic centimeter of film can hold as many as 10 billion bits of information.

Our uncanny ability to quickly retrieve whatever information we need from the enormous store of our memories becomes more understandable if the brain functions according to holographic principles. If a friend asks you to tell him what comes to mind when he says the word "zebra", you do not have to clumsily sort back through some gigantic and cerebral alphabetic file to arrive at an answer. Instead, associations like "striped", "horselike", and "animal native to Africa" all pop into your head instantly. Indeed, one of the most amazing things about the human thinking process is that every piece of information seems instantly cross- correlated with every other piece of information--another feature intrinsic to the hologram. Because every portion of a hologram is infinitely interconnected with every other portion, it is perhaps nature's supreme example of a cross-correlated system.

The storage of memory is not the only neurophysiological puzzle that becomes more tractable in light of Pribram's holographic model of the brain. Another is how the brain is able to translate the avalanche of frequencies it receives via the senses (light frequencies, sound frequencies, and so on) into the concrete world of our perceptions.

Encoding and decoding frequencies is precisely what a hologram does best. Just as a hologram functions as a sort of lens, a translating device able to convert an apparently meaningless blur of frequencies into a coherent image, Pribram believes the brain also comprises a lens and uses holographic principles to mathematically convert the frequencies it receives through the senses into the inner world of our perceptions. An impressive body of evidence suggests that the brain uses holographic principles to perform its operations. Pribram's theory, in fact, has gained increasing support among neurophysiologists.

Argentinian-Italian researcher Hugo Zucarelli recently extended the holographic model into the world of acoustic phenomena. Puzzled by the fact that humans can locate the source of sounds without moving their heads, even if they only possess hearing in one ear, Zucarelli discovered that holographic principles can explain this ability. Zucarelli has also developed the technology of holophonic sound, a recording technique able to reproduce acoustic situations with an almost uncanny realism.

Pribram's belief that our brains mathematically construct "hard" reality by relying on input from a frequency domain has also received a good deal of experimental support. It has been found that each of our senses is sensitive to a much broader range of frequencies than was previously suspected. Researchers have discovered, for instance, that our visual systems are sensitive to sound frequencies, that our sense of smellisin part dependent on what are now called "osmic frequencies", and that even the cells in our bodies are sensitive to a broad range of frequencies. Such findings suggest that it is only in the holographic domain of consciousness that such frequencies are sorted out and divided up into conventional perceptions.

But the most mind-boggling aspect of Pribram's holographic model of the brain is what happens when it is put together with Bohm's theory. For if the concreteness of the world is but a secondary reality and what is "there" is actually a holographic blur of frequencies, and if the brain is also a hologram and only selects some of the frequencies out of this blur and mathematically transforms them into sensory perceptions, what becomes of objective reality? Put quite simply, it ceases to exist. As the religions of the East have long upheld, the material world is Maya, an illusion, and although we may think we are physical beings moving through a physical world, this too is an illusion.

We are really "receivers" floating through a kaleidoscopic sea of frequency, and what we extract from this sea and transmogrify into physical reality is but one channel from many extracted out of the superhologram.

This striking new picture of reality, the synthesis of Bohm and Pribram's views, has come to be called the-holographic paradigm, and although many scientists have greeted it with skepticism, it has galvanized others. A small but growing group of researchers believe it may be the most accurate model of reality science has arrived at thus far. More than that, some believe it may solve some mysteries that have never before been explainable by science and even establish the paranormal as a part of nature. Numerous researchers, including Bohm and Pribram, have noted that many para-psychological phenomena become much more understandable in terms of the holographic paradigm.

In a universe in which individual brains are actually indivisible portions of the greater hologram and everything is infinitely interconnected, telepathy may merely be the accessing of the holographic level. It is obviously much easier to understand how information can travel from the mind of individual 'A' to that of individual 'B' at a far distance point and helps to understand a number of unsolvedpuzzles in psychology. In particular, Stanislav Grof feels the holographic paradigm offers a model for understanding many of the baffling phenomena experienced by individuals during altered states of consciousness. In the 1950s, while conducting research into the beliefs of LSD as a psychotherapeutic tool, Grof had one female patient who suddenly became convinced she had assumed the identity of a female of a species of prehistoric reptile.

During the course of her hallucination, she not only gave a richly detailed description of what it felt like to be encapsuled in such a form, but noted that the portion of the male of the species's anatomy was a patch of colored scales on the side of its head. What was startling to Grof was that although the woman had no prior knowledge about such things, a conversation with a zoologist later confirmed that in certain species of reptiles colored areas on the head do indeed play an important role as triggers of sexual arousal. The woman's experience was not unique. During the course of his research, Grof encountered examples of patients regressing and identifying with virtually every species on the evolutionary tree (research findings which helped influence the man-into-ape scene in the movie Altered States). Moreover, he found that such experiences frequently contained obscure zoological details which turned out to be accurate.

Regressions into the animal kingdom were not the only puzzling psychological phenomena Grof encountered. He also had patients who appeared to tap into some sort of collective or racial unconscious. Individuals with little or no education suddenly gave detailed descriptions of Zoroastrian funerary practices and scenes from Hindu mythology. In other categories of experience, individuals gave persuasive accounts of out-of-body journeys, of precognitive glimpses of the future, of regressions into apparent past-life incarnations.

In later research, Grof found the same range of phenomena manifested in therapy sessions which did not involve the use of drugs. Because the common element in such experiences appeared to be the transcending of an individual's consciousness beyond the usual boundaries of ego and/or limitations of space and time, Grof called such manifestations "transpersonal experiences", and in the late '60s he helped found a branch of psychology called "transpersonal psychology" devoted entirely to their study.

Although Grof's newly founded Association of Transpersonal Psychology garnered a rapidly growing group of like-minded professionals and has become a respected branch of psychology, for years neither Grof or any of his colleagues were able to offer a mechanism for explaining the bizarre psychological phenomena they were witnessing. But that has changed with the advent of the holographic paradigm. As Grof recently noted, if the mind is actually part of a continuum, a labyrinth that is connected not only to every other mind that exists or has existed, but to every atom, organism, and region in the vastness of space and time itself, the fact that it is able to occasionally make forays into the labyrinth and have transpersonal experiences no longer seems so strange.

The holographic paradigm also has implications for so-called hard sciences like biology. Keith Floyd, a psychologist at Virginia Intermont College, has pointed out that if the concreteness of reality is but a holographic illusion, it would no longer be true to say the brain produces consciousness. Rather, it is consciousness that creates the appearance of the brain -- as well as the body and everything else around us we interpret as physical.

Such a turnabout in the way we view biological structures has caused researchers to point out that medicine and our understanding of the healing process could also be transformed by the holographic paradigm. If the apparent physical structure of the body is but a holographic projection of consciousness, it becomes clear that each of us is much more responsible for our health than current medical wisdom allows. What we now view as miraculous remissions of disease may actually be due to changes in consciousness which in turn effect changes in the hologram of the body. Similarly, controversial new healing techniques such as visualization may work so well because, in the holographic domain of thought, images are ultimately as real as "reality".

Even visions and experiences involving "non-ordinary" reality become explainable under the holographic paradigm. In his book "Gifts of Unknown Things," biologist Lyall Watson describes his encounter with an Indonesian shaman woman who, by performing a ritual dance, was able to make an entire grove of trees instantly vanish into thin air. Watson relates that as he and another astonished onlooker continued to watch the woman, she caused the trees to reappear, then "click" off again and on again several times in succession.

Although current scientific understanding is incapable of explaining such events, experiences like this become more tenable if "hard" reality is only a holographic projection. Perhaps we agree on what is "there" or "not there" because what we call consensus reality is formulated and ratified at the level of the human unconscious at which all minds are infinitely interconnected. If this is true, it is the most profound implication of the holographic paradigm of all, for it means that experiences such as Watson's are not commonplace only because we have not programmed our minds with the beliefs that would make them so. In a holographic universe there are no limits to the extent to which we can alter the fabric of reality.

What we perceive as reality is only a canvas waiting for us to draw upon it any picture we want. Anything is possible, from bending spoons with the power of the mind to the phantasmagoric events experienced by Castaneda during his encounters with the Yaqui brujo don Juan, for magic is our birthright, no more or less miraculous than our ability to compute the reality we want when we are in our dreams. Indeed, even our most fundamental notions about reality become suspect, for in a holographic universe, as Pribram has pointed out, even random events would have to be seen as based on holographic principles and therefore determined. Synchronicities or meaningful coincidences suddenly makes sense, and everything in reality would have to be seen as a metaphor, for even the most haphazard events would express some underlying symmetry.

Whether Bohm and Pribram's holographic paradigm becomes accepted in science or dies an ignoble death remains to be seen, but it is safe to say that it has already had an influence on the thinking of many scientists. And even if it is found that the holographic model does not provide the best explanation for the instantaneous communications that seem to be passing back and forth between subatomic particles, at the very least, as noted by Basil Hiley, a physicist at Birbeck College in London, Aspect's findings "indicate that we must be prepared to consider radically new views of reality."

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Im starting to wonder if I am really going to be a loner my whole life....thats cool, I get along with myself sometimes - if not I can alwase get drunk and pass myself out.
I think money would be a good friend to me, It would buy me my moat and my drawbridge. Either the vile of satans blood I have been saving for that special night has been turning black or I have been hit with a curse.
My brain keeps telling me - "GET THE FUCK OUT OF VENTURA YOU GOD DAMN FOOL BEFORE IT KILLS YOU STUPID WORTHLESS FUCK" - every time I open my eyes and relize im looking at Ventura. I learned from past experience that listining to your brain is 90% failsafe unless of course your Claytons brother and/or huffing paint thinner at the time.
So....I must go - if Puerto RIco aint gonna front for my ticket there, then its off to Target to buy some floaties and to start swimming there with one goal, the goal of pounding in those pureto ricas chest with a pick axe and a sawzall.

Bon Voyage!

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